Behind.

Reach into my soul, he says. Are you still with him, he questions. He doesn’t really want to know, or ask. He sits behind the cover of time, and hides away with the years. It’s better that way.

Are You Still With Him – Kina, Essence, Madson Project

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The parts that we’ve shared

The pieces from the previous years follow us carefully into the present. It is magical, yet harrowing, but inspiring all the same.

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how do you know?

So, I’m in this weird place right now.

Dating a guy for almost half of a year. Am I falling in love with him? I would say no, but that’s in reference to what I thought love was and the feeling I thought I had before. Or, maybe the better answer is maybe…? I definitely loved before, but was so hurt by the situation. Maybe I need to stick with it and I will grow to love this man as opposed to being blinded by lust that turned into love that then blew up in my face before. Any thoughts on this?

Maybe love grows on you. Maybe love at first sight is bullshit. Maybe there’s no way we ever know.

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Over_ _ _ _ _ _ _

Too many thoughts. Too many to-dos. Too many tasks lists. Too many thoughts.

Too much heartbreak. Too much pain. Too much loneliness. Too much to do.

Too little love. Too little support. Too little time. Too little sleep.

Too many thoughts. Too little answers. Too much.

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It’s too soon

It’s too soon to try, too soon.

You didn’t even wait till we were done;

You lied telling me I was the only one;

For so long, for many years;

You lied telling me with fake tears;

I’ve lost my heart, but I’ll get it back;

You lied telling me things changed track;

You lied from the beginning and I was blinded;

So overcome by what I thought was the real you;

Too bad I didn’t see it sooner;

Too soon to try with another;

I’ll shelter my soul as you sit and wither;

Too late for you.

 

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Good night

A sweet soft word, a whisper in your ear;
Maybe it is or isn’t what you want to hear.

Good night my sweet,
Oh, how I love you so;
I love me too;
More than you’ll ever know.

I love for the both of us,
you love for you;
I’ll say it for the both of us;

I love you, too.

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E.L.D.

“A mermaid found a swimming lad,
Picked him up for her own,
Pressed her body to his body,
Laughed; and plunging down
Forgot in cruel happiness
That even lovers drown.”
W.B. Yeats

In love we feel invincible.
No one can break us,
No one can fake us,
No one knows us,
No one understands.

A special love that is seen only by the two,
or the one,
who feels they thought this through.

Not listening or seeing the outside world,
the fog of love keeps us in this bubble.
We try to touch the beautiful rainbow that is so perfect –
and as we reach, we fall, we’ve stumbled.

Back to the ground, we fight to fly.
We find out,
it was all a lie.

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